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hmmz...sat right behind him on thurs durin lunch n i was like so so nervous! heart pounchin n racin like anyth! hee..but tin me n him no outcome one..i wont go talk to him unless he initatites it 1st which he definately wont..haiz..anyway fri quite fun went sing ktv wif my maths class pp..1st time go out wif sim pp!!haha..now feel beta al least i know quite a few fres in sim le..but then hor i feel quite guilty cuz supposed to meet huiyi(my new fre in sim) then din meet up cuz i was gg to sing ktv..sorry lehz huiyi if u r readin this..anywayz..next wk i promise k?hee..sat was 1 busy day!wah..today i v independent went to ps n back to jp ALONE!!haha..on my way there i was readin a soci book written by giddens A on durkhiem,marx etc..wah..chimology man! haiz..soci is so so so abstract!haiz... went celeb my jc fre's bdaz at 1 restuarant outside PS..the mexican baked rice i ordered not v nice lehz...too oily n fillin din finish it...then went to watch white chicks wif my korz..haha it was super hilarious n funny manz!!! i guess wa makes it special n glam abt hollywood movie is tt not only r these movies v action-flick or uses high tech effect but also cuz of their story plot..in almost every hollywood movies i watch,i alwaz end out feelin someth else such as a sense of touched or i suddenly feel a sense of hope or faith awaiting..u noe?tt nite i was still sms-ing my fres tellin them how lost i felt..i donno wa m i dd in sim..i donnno wa m i dd wif my life..i donno how to like or love a pp anymore..haiz...hmmz..anywaz..tt's it la..kkz so longz..heheh