movies.....

hv u ever watch a movie whereby u feel u r so so absorb into e story n cant get out? well..me did..plenty of times in fact n also thro idol drama series esp those love stories like meator garden 1..me enjoy watchin movies..mostly cuz when im watchin movies,i mean those gd ones la..i'll be like so indugle into e story plot..jus for tt 2 hrs..i can beauitfully n naturally forget all my pain,my sadness,my hollowness,my pathetic life for tt short but precious 2 hrs..donno if any1 share my feelins?....i got this guy who's been very sweet n thoughtgful to me..not only can we chat n communicate well but i also feel a sense of closeness n comformity wif him..he sms me every mornin,lunch n nitez..but e closer i get to him e further i wan myself to drift..why?simply cuz i m not used to pp treatin me so gd..simply cuz i feel im worthless of any1 to love or dote on me..cuz it had been v long since i was e centre of adoration..i reali donno wa i wan...a guy who loves me more or i love him more? sld be the latter ba..then im dommed manz!back to tt guy..how ar?i tin i will only end up hurtin him..haiz...anywayz me miss ocbc lotz..went back on last mon!had nv felt so happy for as long as i cld rmb! catchin up wif those collegues i used to see everyday was so wenxin!then adrian told me tt he went for a ocbc dinner jus now..omg!!me so envious!!hee..tin next time mayb i will go there work..haha..kkz..gotta end here...still got lotz to say next time!